wishlist

top 3 of what I am going to get for this semester!!!

#1 new phone
well... I never buy a mobile phone using my own money... and come to think of it... some of my mobile phones were 'leftover' from my parents... even now... I am using my little brother's mobile phone... pathetic huh? that's why I decided to have one...
previously, I have Nokia 5800 XM in my mind... but the price is not worthy given that the phone was released in 2008... it should be around rm700++ in KK but here it's still RM800++
so I'm going for this phone... I told myself if I can any cheaper than RM990, I'll take it... why RM990? because my friend just bought it in Shah Alam and it was RM990...
guess what? I found 1 at RM970... I dont care if it is Zitron or AP phone... as far as I am concern... I really need a new phone... badly~
so wait for me NOKIA C6!!!



#2 new racquet
hahaha... I am a beginner in tennis... but I really feel like having 1 good racquet... I defined good racquet as a racquet that is being used by professionals... I have to admit that I was a Babolat fan before... since Roddick is using 1... but I changed my preference to Wilson... I was thinking of having Federer's latest BLX racquet... but to think wisely, using racquet that is being used by him is not going to make me star too... so I changed my choice to another racquet that have a bigger head size~ Federer's is 90" but this one is 100" since I always love a racquet with a bigger head size~
so wait for me WILSON BLX PRO OPEN




#3 new external harddisk
my laptop is very primitive compared to my friends'... what to do? I bought this Acer Aspire 5580 Series on early Jan, 2008~ previously, I have 2 ext hds of capacity 80gb... both... I don't know what was happening actually but at 1 time before I started my Industrial Training, both of them broke!!! I didn't really felt the lost of the hd... but I'm more frustrated of losing all the contents... whatever it is...
I'm going to get a 640gb EXTERNAL HARDDISK soon~





p/s - I'll get the top 2 as early as tomorrow... I've spotted the shop for the Nokia C6 and I'm waiting for my money... I've ordered the Wilson BLX Pro Open racquet and it is due next week~ ext hd? I'll wait for my allowance... which WILL take years~ but I can bear with it... lol~

govt staffs?

huhu... it's so hard to update this blog... why?

1. bad connection in hostel
2. stupid broadband

anyway...
here's my story...

"shit!!! I hate ALL government staffs!!!

I've overheard that from a girl last Saturday...
of course it is due to the poor management of the staffs...
well I was a bit furious upon hearing that...
hey, my parents are government staffs too... it's like she was talking bad to my parents!!!

but recently... I started to do the same... cursing SOME of the staffs...
maybe because I put my mom as my benchmarker...
she's a workaholic... she even bring her works to home!!!
so I find it hard to tolerate when I deal with people of the same nature of work, but with poor performances...
I was told that our scholarships were distributed already...
and my friends already received theirs...
but me???

I gave the Bendahari few more days and luckily when I check my online information after that, my fee has been already paid... of course it is deducted from the scholarship, simply saying that the money is now available~
but when a friend of mine came to pick up the cheque, they told him that they were IN THE MIDDLE OF ISSUING the cheque and they asked him to come again THE NEXT DAY
I came a little bit late that day and was told that they HAVEN'T PROCESS the cheque yet and I should come NEXT WEEK!!! and I try to test them... I called the next day... guess what was the answer???WE'VE ALREADY ISSUED YESTERDAY... BUT YOU CAN COLLECT THEM THIS FRIDAY~
wth????!!!

dont give different answers!!! when there is no specific answer, I consider it as excuses!!! and when it comes to excuses, it really shows that you DONT DO YOUR WORK!!!
argh!!!






p/s - sorry if I made the wrong accusation... but that is what I feel... I wonder... is it fair for the other government staffs that really dedicated to their work but they have to face these negative perceptions from the public? just because of SOME ungrateful people taking their jobs loosely???

busy

it's a 2nd week of a new semester already...
and as expected...
this semester is a total CHAOS!!!
it started with a COMPLETE OPEN-ENDED laboratory session...
and then the pile-up of on-going projects...

~sigh~

and the Final Year Project is not to be taken lightly~
and I still have to attend training session for team tennis...
argh~ I hardly have time to rest...
but being myself... I'll never back down!!!
bring it on and try me!!!





p/s - I'm still wondering how did I managed to handle 10 subjects, being a prefect, being a debater, and being an athlete for almost all sports during my golden secondary school years~ hmmm...

event #2 Tamat Latihan

okay...
we had 2 weeks training in UniMAP before going to UM...
some people were so fired up...
that it affected every words, actions and emotions...
in a good way... but also in a bad way~
it made us... no... SOME of us very tensed up...
apart from being a 2 tones skin-colour people!!!
the stories from day to day were too often mixed up with negative messages... at least from how I'd interpret those stories~





however...
things turned out to be better from our imagination when we arrived at UM...
the 1st day of training went by without us noticing...
I wouldn't complaint on the menu... since it's getting better... although we had to endure some period where we had identical menu everyday~ up to the point where I don't think that I'll be able to face any eggs anymore!!!





training?
the main problem was to make the many of us become ONE!
S.Y.N.C.H.R.O.N.I.Z.I.N.G~
the whole 2 weeks... that's what we were doing...
perfecting every moves... though to me seemed impossible...
fainting people were everywhere and at the end of the day, you wouldn't believe the figure... but that's normal...






sleeping deprivation was another problem... from 7am - 4pm we had training at the Padang Kawad... and from 8.30pm - 1am we had training at the Dewan Tuanku Canselor...
but that's just an approximation... some day it could be worst!!!!
main effect? unstable emotions and frequent mood changes~
I even saw a girl talked back to her Jurulatih in a very rude way~
and we had some issues with our Jurulatih too...
but in our case, I would personally blamed the egoism, ignorance, superiority and bad-communication...
sorry but I don't wish to remember back what had happened... to put thing simple... IMMATURE!!!








19th JUNE 2010...
one of my most memorable day in my life...
and I was very shocked to see how we marched that day...
I don't think that I'll be easily forget all the memories...
I've always told my friends how I hate being in SUKSIS...
but deep down inside me, I'll never regretted the choice I've made~



CREDIT TO : RAAI for the pics... taken from http://pkukmweb.ukm.my/~jurufoto/galeri%202010/tauliah%20suksis/index.html and KOPERALPJ for the vid... sorry I lost the link and I can't access YouTube from here~

a great start for a new semester?

argh!!!
I shouldn’t bought my return flight ticket on the 11th July… I still can work on something if I’m going back earlier…but how would I know that this will be happening???

Okay… there’s this massive changes in students residential… in other word, new house, new housemates and new roommate (damn it!!! I miss those days when a single room is still available – absolute privacy!!!)
Mine?



There you go… I’m the sole bioprocess 4th year student… Anuar? He was initially in the same batch as me… but due to some problems, he had to start as a 3rd year student… but that's what I heard from my friends... we don't have the click... whatever~ My roommate, Wan Mohd Asyrannie is in the same batch… but I never heard that name. So what I did was to search him on Facebook and I found him…19 mutual friends… okay~ familiar face… but it’s useless because I never talk to him… we are still strangers to each other

Trivia : He’s a PALAPES and I’m a SUKSIS… great? I doubt it~

The other guys… I’ve seen all of their faces except Hafizuddin… and Muhd. Nur is the current president of the student representative council… I don’t know if this is an advantage to me but I don’t feel good… huhu~ paranoid? No comment…
What makes me exaggerating thing is that most of my colleagues get to have their roommates from our colony(read : bioprocess engineering students) I don’t know about you guys but to have a roommate from the same course is really a big help~ but hey, this is nothing right? I’ve been in this situation before… and I survived… it’s not impossible to have a replay huh? And it’s only for 1 year… I think I can handle it(I hope….) and I can always ask to change room if I really want… so I guess problem is solved???

Yeah… but why do I still have these feelings???? I hate it!!!!


p/s – wondering how did they arranged us… if it is to instill integrity (1 Malaysia), they would considerably(is this even a word??) failed!!! There’s no Chinese or Indian in my house… and if it’s a random pick… doesn’t look so to me… or maybe lady luck is not with me?? Yeah~ that should be it… I really have limited good lucks (I didn’t get the free pass to MTV World Stage and I gave up after 1 week trying)

event #1 INTERNSHIP

industrial training aka IT...

if I were given a chance to turn back time, I will never pick palm oil mill!!!
when I 1st came to the mill, I have to admit that I had a very big expectation...
but I was turned down immediately...
why?
THE MANAGEMENT WAS VERY POOR!!!

I met the mill manager the next day and we had a less than 10 minutes discussion...
maybe I was the one to be blamed but I just dont know what else to ask... it's normal for a first timer... but it's not normal for the seasoned 1... I was not the 1st trainee... they should have known better~

I received my schedule 2 weeks after that... and thanks to my perseverance... I went to see the mill manager everyday asking for it... I am not blaming the mill manager... it's the clerk!!! and she always had this annoying expression whenever I asked for something...

ok fine~ bottom line, I still got the schedule... but hey~ the guideline was more into mechanical engineering... I was not surprised because the mill manager did asked what course I'm in... and when I told him I'm a BIOPROCESS ENGINEERING student, he showed me a face(read: what? you're not a mechanical engineering student? then what are you doing here?????) but he perfectly covered that by saying it's okay because I am learning... good point!

ok... I'll make this short... I did managed to study the whole process and understand every departments function... I did some hand jobs, a simple one though... bla bla bla~
my point is... I gained so little!!!! I am not complaining(actually I am) but giving me works that weren't my field is ridiculous!!! I ended up doing those works for the sake of completing the 6 months period of IT!!!I'm not applying what I've learnt theoretically in class... I was learning something new but with no guides!!! dont accused me of being ignorant... I did asked... but what do you expect from them? I went to the engineer and even the mill manager... guess what? here's the answer...
"IF I TELL YOU, WHAT'S THE POINT OF DOING IT?GO AND FIND IT YOURSELF" I am very lucky if the manager gave some explanation...(which he rarely did since he was busy)... 1 more thing... they expect me to do some hand on jobs... but they were too afraid to let me do the jobs!!! wtf??!! there's one incident where they took me as a scapegoat too!!! damn it!!!
*for those who have no idea click here

another thing that really made me sick was the way they think of something... well, not all of them but majority kills minority right? huh~ I dont think that I should write it down here... I'll tell you guys if you ask me once again... verbally~ haha...

however, looking on the bright side... my IT was not that bad...why? here's some of the reasons



p/s - I was not the only one who agreed with my point(read: giving me works that weren't my field is ridiculous)... the other trainees too, agreed... when the Mechanical Engineering student from UMS were told to learn the process, he confessed to me that it's wasting his time... it's not his field anyway, but for the sake of completiong IT with good comments, he did. Although this crap philosophy(what a word choice huh?) might seems acceptable among students, it might not in the real working world... we are paid to do our job. If our employer asks us to do what's beyond our expectation, than we have to(or at least give it our best) because it's our responsibility...

come back alert!!!

Ok… if you noticed, I’ve done some express make over to my blog… and I know I’ve been idling for a long time… whatever~ it’s just that I’m not as enthusiastic as I was before…

Luckily, I’ve found new reason why I shouldn’t quit doing this stuff…
Guess what? I’m going to undergo my remaining 1 year as an undergraduate soon… there will be (I hope) more dramas and conflicts… and I think it will be just nice to share these experiences with whoever stumbles on this site… accidently or intentionally… I prefer the latter~

Anyway, it’s not just for the dramas and conflicts… I reckon being in the final year will give me a shitty hell of living as a student… challenges will rise unstoppable… to prevail or to fail... the choice is in the hand~ my point is… this will be a stressful year and I’ll be needing this blog to come clean… typical old me huh? Afraid of stepping up and speak my mind out loud… I’m too soft… argh!!! I hate it!!!
I think that’s enough for the time being… at least enough to make me stop thinking of quitting~

And hey, I’ll be posting some LIMITED big events that were happening IN MY LIFE for the past 8 months… this is a promise...